I am stressed out of my mind. I got seriously hit in my bank account by a couple checks for bills coming out BEFORE my paycheck went in. Normally I am really good at this. It's been YEARS since my account went in the negative and with all the financial problems I've been having lately I am surprised it hasn't happened more. But, either way, it happened and suddenly I was -$470. I literally bawled because I knew, if it all, my paycheck wouldn't cover it.
Sure enough it didn't and more came out and I was -$115 in the end. I'm borrowing $150 from Chris to cover the negative balance and my mom is giving me $150, which I am going to have to use for New York on Sunday assuming I still go.
This has been the most stressful couple of days I have had in a long time. Getting my shit together has become even more important because this is the first time I have ever had to ask my mom for money...despite the fact that I paid many of their bills when I was younger, it still hurts my pride that I had to ask.
Oh well...it happened and now I need to accept it and move on...
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